2005 First Entry
My first entry of 2005. Just ignore the previous postings. It's history!
My first entry of 2005. Just ignore the previous postings. It's history!
Thursday, March 10, 2005
Sunday, January 04, 2004
When & Why
When I first met you, I was happy.
Why?
Coz you made me happy.
When I go out with you, I was happy.
Why?
Coz I’m happy being with you.
When I think or dreaming about you, I smiled.
Why?
Coz it really makes my day.
When I pick you up from Yan’s place, sent you to the office, pick u up from the office, had our dinner and sent u back to Yan’s place everyday, I’m glad.
Why?
Coz I saw different faces each day, faces of getting happier each day.
Coz I wanted to help u to built yourself with confidence & strength to go on with your life each day and for the rest of your life.
Coz I want to be with you so that I’ll be there for you no matter what.
When you told me about your past life with Huda, I was sad.
Why?
Coz I wasn’t there for you.
Coz when you’re being with your miserable life and needed help, I was happy with my life and I always wondering why I didn’t meet you earlier so that I can be there for you.
When you said that you nearly gave up your life & didn’t see your bright future that time, I was shocked and sad.
Why?
Coz I believe that dreams come true.
Coz I believe that you can gain success in your life.
Coz I have faith in you.
When I say that I want to meet you everyday, I really do.
Why?
Coz I always want you to be happy.
Coz I always want to comfort you.
Coz I want to be there whenever you need me.
When I say I want to help you, I really do and sincere.
Why?
Don’t have to ask why
When I feel kecik hati with you, it’s not a big thing.
Why?
Coz I know it’s nothing and not even hurts me.
Coz I don’t want you to feel guilty because it’s nothing.
When you’re with me, I feel strange.
Why?
Coz my love feelings for you keeps on growing.
When I say something that hurts you or I was being so sensitive during Syawal month, I really didn’t mean it.
Why?
Coz that’s totally not myself. Pls believe it. And I’m sorry.
When you said that you miss me, I feel glad and happy.
Why?
Coz I miss you too each day.
When I say “I Love You”, I really mean it.
Why?
Coz I love you so.
When I first met you, I was happy.
Why?
Coz you made me happy.
When I go out with you, I was happy.
Why?
Coz I’m happy being with you.
When I think or dreaming about you, I smiled.
Why?
Coz it really makes my day.
When I pick you up from Yan’s place, sent you to the office, pick u up from the office, had our dinner and sent u back to Yan’s place everyday, I’m glad.
Why?
Coz I saw different faces each day, faces of getting happier each day.
Coz I wanted to help u to built yourself with confidence & strength to go on with your life each day and for the rest of your life.
Coz I want to be with you so that I’ll be there for you no matter what.
When you told me about your past life with Huda, I was sad.
Why?
Coz I wasn’t there for you.
Coz when you’re being with your miserable life and needed help, I was happy with my life and I always wondering why I didn’t meet you earlier so that I can be there for you.
When you said that you nearly gave up your life & didn’t see your bright future that time, I was shocked and sad.
Why?
Coz I believe that dreams come true.
Coz I believe that you can gain success in your life.
Coz I have faith in you.
When I say that I want to meet you everyday, I really do.
Why?
Coz I always want you to be happy.
Coz I always want to comfort you.
Coz I want to be there whenever you need me.
When I say I want to help you, I really do and sincere.
Why?
Don’t have to ask why
When I feel kecik hati with you, it’s not a big thing.
Why?
Coz I know it’s nothing and not even hurts me.
Coz I don’t want you to feel guilty because it’s nothing.
When you’re with me, I feel strange.
Why?
Coz my love feelings for you keeps on growing.
When I say something that hurts you or I was being so sensitive during Syawal month, I really didn’t mean it.
Why?
Coz that’s totally not myself. Pls believe it. And I’m sorry.
When you said that you miss me, I feel glad and happy.
Why?
Coz I miss you too each day.
When I say “I Love You”, I really mean it.
Why?
Coz I love you so.
Unpredictable by Keisha Chanté
[INTRO]
Everything I do is for you,
Your unpredictable but I still love you
[VERSE 1]
Why you trippin, You were cool yesterday
Is there, something I can say to bring your smile back my way?
I'd say I’m sorry if I knew what I did wrong
But I still carry on cause my feelings are so strong
What else can I do? (What can I do?)
Do for you to prove (to prove)
Prove that this is true
I need to know cause...
[Chorus]
Everytime I think were all right,
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby?
Everything I do is for you,
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
[Verse 2]
It's so confusing, things always seemed okay
When we couldn’t stay away
From each other for a day
One minute you could make me feel so good
Doing everything you could
But today I wish you would
Why you gotta be? (Why you gotta be?)
Buggin out on me? (On me)
Won’t you tell me please?
I need to know cause...
[Chorus]
Everytime I think were all right
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
Everything I do is for you
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
Thought I knew (I thought I knew)
I’m so confused (I'm so confused)
What’s goin on (what’s been going on?)
Where did we go wrong (where did we go wrong baby!)
[Chorus]
Everytime I think were all right
(Everytime I think we’re all right baby)
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
(Why you gotta go and change your mind)
Everything I do is for you
(Everything I do)
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
(I still love you)
Everytime I think were all right
(Everytime I think we’re all right baby)
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
(Change your mind)
Everything I do is for you
(For you, For you)
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
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yeah, that's my current song...just suits my situation right now...
[INTRO]
Everything I do is for you,
Your unpredictable but I still love you
[VERSE 1]
Why you trippin, You were cool yesterday
Is there, something I can say to bring your smile back my way?
I'd say I’m sorry if I knew what I did wrong
But I still carry on cause my feelings are so strong
What else can I do? (What can I do?)
Do for you to prove (to prove)
Prove that this is true
I need to know cause...
[Chorus]
Everytime I think were all right,
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby?
Everything I do is for you,
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
[Verse 2]
It's so confusing, things always seemed okay
When we couldn’t stay away
From each other for a day
One minute you could make me feel so good
Doing everything you could
But today I wish you would
Why you gotta be? (Why you gotta be?)
Buggin out on me? (On me)
Won’t you tell me please?
I need to know cause...
[Chorus]
Everytime I think were all right
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
Everything I do is for you
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
Thought I knew (I thought I knew)
I’m so confused (I'm so confused)
What’s goin on (what’s been going on?)
Where did we go wrong (where did we go wrong baby!)
[Chorus]
Everytime I think were all right
(Everytime I think we’re all right baby)
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
(Why you gotta go and change your mind)
Everything I do is for you
(Everything I do)
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
(I still love you)
Everytime I think were all right
(Everytime I think we’re all right baby)
Why you gotta go and change your mind baby
(Change your mind)
Everything I do is for you
(For you, For you)
Your unpredictable but I still love you baby
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yeah, that's my current song...just suits my situation right now...
Tahun 2004
Tahun baru datang lagi. Setelah pelbagai rintangan yg dihadapi pada thn 2003, aku yakin tahun 2004 ini sudah pasti membawa seribu lagi rintangan yg perlu aku hadapi. Secara terang, pada hari pertama tahun 2004 sudah terjadi sesuatu yang aku tidak sangka. Aku terpaksa pasrah dengan apa yg dihadapi tetapi aku yakin ia tidak akan berhenti setakat itu. Aku tak akan berputus asa. Selagi hayatku di kandung badan, selagi itu aku tidak berputus asa.
Aku juga tidak tahu sama ada aku boleh menempuh dugaan demi dugaan yg dihadapi. Aku tak tau mengapa sesuatu yg kejam telah menimpa diriku padahal aku telah berbuat baik terhadap situasi yg aku pernah lalui. Mengapa jadi begini? Aku tidak faham dgn apa yg terjadi. Tetapi, aku hairan aku masih bersabar. Aku hairan aku sanggup buat diri aku merana. Aku hairan aku sanggup berkorban untuk situasi itu pada suatu ketika dahulu. Tapi apa yg aku dapat sekarang hanyalah seketul taik yg jatuh ke muka aku.
Aku tak tau kenapa aku masih percaya...aku masih ikut naluri hatiku untuk meneruskan usaha aku...aku dapat rasakan ada sesuatu yg menarik sedang menunggu aku. Buat masa sekarang, aku redha dgn apa yg telah terjadi tetapi aku tidak akan berputus asa walaupun segala kekuatan dan keyakinan yg aku kecapi selama aku hidup telah hilang begitu sahaja demi situasi itu. Hanya Allah SWT yang tahu apakah maksud di sebalik kejadian ini. Aku benar-benar berharap, ada satu sinar cahaya yang menunggu ku pada tahun ini. Amin...
Tahun baru datang lagi. Setelah pelbagai rintangan yg dihadapi pada thn 2003, aku yakin tahun 2004 ini sudah pasti membawa seribu lagi rintangan yg perlu aku hadapi. Secara terang, pada hari pertama tahun 2004 sudah terjadi sesuatu yang aku tidak sangka. Aku terpaksa pasrah dengan apa yg dihadapi tetapi aku yakin ia tidak akan berhenti setakat itu. Aku tak akan berputus asa. Selagi hayatku di kandung badan, selagi itu aku tidak berputus asa.
Aku juga tidak tahu sama ada aku boleh menempuh dugaan demi dugaan yg dihadapi. Aku tak tau mengapa sesuatu yg kejam telah menimpa diriku padahal aku telah berbuat baik terhadap situasi yg aku pernah lalui. Mengapa jadi begini? Aku tidak faham dgn apa yg terjadi. Tetapi, aku hairan aku masih bersabar. Aku hairan aku sanggup buat diri aku merana. Aku hairan aku sanggup berkorban untuk situasi itu pada suatu ketika dahulu. Tapi apa yg aku dapat sekarang hanyalah seketul taik yg jatuh ke muka aku.
Aku tak tau kenapa aku masih percaya...aku masih ikut naluri hatiku untuk meneruskan usaha aku...aku dapat rasakan ada sesuatu yg menarik sedang menunggu aku. Buat masa sekarang, aku redha dgn apa yg telah terjadi tetapi aku tidak akan berputus asa walaupun segala kekuatan dan keyakinan yg aku kecapi selama aku hidup telah hilang begitu sahaja demi situasi itu. Hanya Allah SWT yang tahu apakah maksud di sebalik kejadian ini. Aku benar-benar berharap, ada satu sinar cahaya yang menunggu ku pada tahun ini. Amin...
Monday, December 29, 2003
Missing someone
It's been 3 days she said that she wanted to rest and relax her mind by giving her time for herself. And it's been 3 days I didn't contact her to fullfil my words not to disturb her for the whole weekend. But now, the weekend is over, and I'm trying to contact her again today. Hope she's fine and I'm sure she's still mad at me. This is all my fault, my selfishness. I was saying something not at the right time and she gone mad with me.
I am sorry sayang. My head got dizzy that day. Saya tak betul sgt that day. I am really sorry. Just punish me. I know it's my fault. I really miss ya and love ya a lot! Since that day, I got fever & headache until today. I really miss ya a lot. Demam rindu la kiranya ni.
It's been 3 days she said that she wanted to rest and relax her mind by giving her time for herself. And it's been 3 days I didn't contact her to fullfil my words not to disturb her for the whole weekend. But now, the weekend is over, and I'm trying to contact her again today. Hope she's fine and I'm sure she's still mad at me. This is all my fault, my selfishness. I was saying something not at the right time and she gone mad with me.
I am sorry sayang. My head got dizzy that day. Saya tak betul sgt that day. I am really sorry. Just punish me. I know it's my fault. I really miss ya and love ya a lot! Since that day, I got fever & headache until today. I really miss ya a lot. Demam rindu la kiranya ni.
